Crawling...kind of & other stuff

H is hilarious! She is 6 months old now and learning how to crawl, the only problem is she won't move her arms. She's got the leg part down I'm just not sure if she doesn't trust herself not to fall on her face, but she just won't move them! It's really quite a sight and makes me laugh hysterically and then she turns and looks at me and squeals, she's rather funny.

People ask me all the time if she's always "this happy" and she is. She makes my job so easy, she's such a joy to take care of. So even though I don't get to take naps whenever I want to or sleep in anymore I really don't mind. I love this life the Lord has blessed me with. Even though it is difficult being a single mom (all the bags to carry ;-))I wouldn't trade her for the world.

I am blessed.

Sometimes I wonder where he is and have emailed him, but he never responds. I know he's reading the messages but he chooses to keep silent. So, I tried...many times but I'm done. I am not supposed to be the pursuer anyway and was 'giving it a go' for...maybe some closure but I'm satisfied with the closure I have...no reply kind of says it all huh? Besides I'm not going to sit around pining away, I have a life to live and a daughter to raise and we have so many wonderful things ahead of us. I do and will always pray for him cuz that's all I can do. If you think of it please do so too, he needs it.